One night when I was fast asleep in bed I had a very real dream. A dream I've kept secret to this day until you read this. It was a dream of someone who is very near and dear to my heart but what I failed to see is what I thought was just a dream turned into a surreal picture of the reality of life and death. What happens to us when our souls depart from this earthly world and we leave our body behind.
I hardly ever remember the dreams I have at night but this one in particular has never left my mind. When I think of you which is often, I think back to the night I had this dream and my heart is at peace because I know you are happy. All I ever wanted for you was happiness without struggle.
In my dream you were in a beautiful white silk gown wearing the most beautiful crown of flowers with a glow around them that lit up the sky. You were not in your wheelchair which struck me as odd but instead you were standing there twirling around in a garden of flowers without a care in the world. You were so beautiful all I could do was smile when I saw you standing there in the middle of all the flowers around you.
I can recall you spoke your words were so clear as I heard you softly whisper I will always watch over you. I remember thinking what does that mean because I didn't know or understand what any of this meant at the time but I am beginning to realize this dream I had was no coincidence now.
I had pleasant thoughts afterwards with such a strange sense of peace I wondered where it was coming from but I know not to question and just go with the flow of things. I kept thinking of you so much since that dream actually you were a constant thought but I still didn't think anything of it until I read the email on your birthday. I remember thinking to myself after having the dream I have been watching way too much Touched by an Angel.
It is very clear to me now in your own way you were letting me know you were at peace in the presence of our loving God. As I began to wake from my dream I felt a gentle touch upon my cheek as you entered into God's Kingdom to continue your journey in your eternal resting place in heaven.
I think even in our dreams God will allow us to see a glimpse of what we as believers have to look forward to when our time on earth is done and we are called to our heavenly home.
I hardly ever remember the dreams I have at night but this one in particular has never left my mind. When I think of you which is often, I think back to the night I had this dream and my heart is at peace because I know you are happy. All I ever wanted for you was happiness without struggle.
In my dream you were in a beautiful white silk gown wearing the most beautiful crown of flowers with a glow around them that lit up the sky. You were not in your wheelchair which struck me as odd but instead you were standing there twirling around in a garden of flowers without a care in the world. You were so beautiful all I could do was smile when I saw you standing there in the middle of all the flowers around you.
I can recall you spoke your words were so clear as I heard you softly whisper I will always watch over you. I remember thinking what does that mean because I didn't know or understand what any of this meant at the time but I am beginning to realize this dream I had was no coincidence now.
I had pleasant thoughts afterwards with such a strange sense of peace I wondered where it was coming from but I know not to question and just go with the flow of things. I kept thinking of you so much since that dream actually you were a constant thought but I still didn't think anything of it until I read the email on your birthday. I remember thinking to myself after having the dream I have been watching way too much Touched by an Angel.
It is very clear to me now in your own way you were letting me know you were at peace in the presence of our loving God. As I began to wake from my dream I felt a gentle touch upon my cheek as you entered into God's Kingdom to continue your journey in your eternal resting place in heaven.
I think even in our dreams God will allow us to see a glimpse of what we as believers have to look forward to when our time on earth is done and we are called to our heavenly home.